it’s a new year again.
i will be a quarter of a century old this year!
time flies…also dunno what i’ve really achieved all this while.
many things happened last yr.
some walked out, new stepped in.
changed to a new job, new environment, new ppl.
for those who dunno, im currently wrking in sia engineering co.
everything is ok i guess, only e distance. haHa..
waking up is always e most dreadful thing to do on a wrking day. yawns.
hopefully aft getting my staff pass i can get to slp a lil ltr. thou might only be 15mins ltr, but better than nth. haHa!

i have sooooooo many pics to update!
previously, too lazy to update those pics..
now want to update but my harddisk died on me!!!
aft checking, it’s e mechanism that are having pblms. so have to do data recovery. guess it will cost me a bomb. so broke now lahz…but all e data inside are impt to me. dun do also cannot. shall see how it goes bahz…hopefully can find a cheaper one to do e data recovery. sigh. how suay.
guess i can only update my blog with pics when my harddisk recover! sigh. =((

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insomnia – inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.

this is e first time in my 24yrs of life im awake with my eyes closed from e time i lied on my bed to e time i woke up this morning. -.-
ppl must be thinking, are u serious? kf got insomnia?! which is highly unlikely, coz im kf. -.-
yes, im serious. im having insomnia.
this is unlike other time when im unable to get to slp for 2/3 hrs . 
this time rd, no matter how i toss and turn, i cant slp. 
maybe i did get a wink of slp, but e most only few mins.
this feeling is terrible, it’s worst than when u are physically awake doing other things lorz. i can feel e tiredness in me yet i just cant slp. -.-
and yes, because of me cant getting any slp, i reached office at 7.45am instead of 8.30am.
wanted to go to work earlier but then e sch not open by me so i cant really everytime say want to come early and so i can leave early. but coz e rest usually come at 8am so i came at 8am too and i can leave at 5pm!
sigh. im suspecting izit due to e yuanyang (a mixture of coffee and tea) that i drank last night. but den again, i nv have this pblm when i drank last time.
gonna head to bed today at 10pm! sigh. hopefully im able to slp tonight. yawns.

anyway, sis’s wedding was a blast! but im seriously dead tired aft e whole thing. never stop busying from morning 5am till 1am.
they got e bridal suite at e hotel for 3 days 2 nights included in e package and a helper’s room for 2 days 1 night. e bridal suite is nice esp e toilet! is SUPER big! they even have a wardrobe inside e toilet, so wat do u think. haHa..and for e helper’s room is just like a normal hotel room. BUT all their beds are sooooo comfortable lahz! is like u dun wish to wake up once u are lying on it. somemore that night no one staying at e helper’s room! coz my sis thot my bro-in-law’s brothers might get drunk or smth den will stay over at e room, but ended up no one stayed. so wasted lahz! if i knew earlier, i would have bring my barang barang and stay for e night! when would u get a chance again to stay in sg hotel right?! maybe till my wedding day i guess. -.- haiya, but i didnt bring anything there, so i cant stay! thus e empty room! so wasted! heartpain for them..haHa…

now my house is abit more quiet coz sis had moved out, but i have gain myself a new brother! haHa..so this yr my ‘bday cut cake ceremony’ is more 热闹! got extra member in our family!
been busy mugging for e past 1 week. i didnt step out of e hs, literally.
only for my bday night that i did went out. dinner with dr lim and then back home again. thanks for e treat! it’s e thot that counts! =))
anyway, end my day by cutting of e bday cake. appreciate that my sis and bro-in-law came back to celebrate for me despite having work e nxt day! ^^
i cant expect much since my bday is always during e exams period. boo.
but at least i can still always look forward to e celebration aft that from my sec sch frens! =))

yes, exams ended ytd. but i dun feel any excitement at all.
this 2 papers really quite unexpected. tips given, not out. those out one, didnt really study.
f6 is horrible. really different from wat e tips were given.
f4 is just another HISTORY paper to me. u have to know what to write, in any case u cant rem, just write whichever nonsense u can think of, of coz related to e paper lahz. although i talked nonsense in person, but i cant write nonsense in exams lorz. is either i know wat to write or i dunno. i cant bullshit anything into e paper. i dunno why. and again, e tips =/
in short, crap.
ok, maybe im e one who did not study harder for it, else why am i e only one that’s complaining abt it. haHa…simply to put it, coz others work hard that’s y they dun find these papers crap and i basically rely on e tips so this is crap to me. haHa..i still told myself to study harder e prev sem but i guess this sem is worst than last sem. guess results wont get any better from last sem.
oh well, we shall see how and decide when results is out. 既来之，则安之。
bless me.

so now, im back at work! 3 more days to end of my contract! this time rd, im FINALLY REALLY gonna leave grps alr. new job will be starting on e 17th. hoho! wish me luck on travelling. haHa. also, hopefully e ppl there are all nice and friendly!
things to look forward to at least for now will be my belated bday celebration on sat with sec sch frens, mtg up with acca frens nxt wed, starting of new job, SIT x’mas chalet and of coz x’mas day! =))
ok, i know many want to see my sis’s wedding photos, will update once i’ve got all e photos frm my sis ok? coz most pictures are taken by the professional and bro-in-law’s cousin. but my sis said wont be able to get e photos and videos so fast, so…………let’s wait! haHa… =))
i will try to post some of my sis’s wedding pictures that were taken from my camera e nxt time, provided it was nicely taken! haHa =X

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wah! im SUPER tired. so to keep myself awake, i have to blog.
burnt my weekends just by doing my sis’s video for her wedding. video of well wishes frm family and friends. i slept at 3am on fri, woke up at 9am. slept at 3am on sat, woke up at 10.30am. slept at 4am ytd and woke up at 7.30am today. -.- busybusybusy. but i finally FINISHED it! ok! i got to give some credits to dr lim also! many thanks for e help else i doubt i can finish it ytd! thou i think it can still be improve, but due to time constraint, i guess that’s consider quite well done le. hopefully she will like e video. =))

few more days to my sis’s wedding. it’s like so fast!
one yr ago, she was just informing us abt it. and now, she’s getting married.
seen her been really busy since few mths back, preparing all e wedding stuffs, her hs, etc. alot of things also need her to qing li qing wei. but of coz there are also ppl that help her. like me! hAHa..her bestie and of coz my mom!
i’ve also been busy tgt with her, attended e bridal show with her, bargains, choose bridal shop, gowns, wedding shoot, pics for album, sisters/brothers’ mtg, be maid, helper, commentator, give her many comments/opinions on ideas she needs, etc. it really burnt alot of my time n brain cells! and it’s like as if im e bride too! hAHa..but who ask her to be my only dearest sister. so those are some things that i need to sacrifice for her.

been living with her for almost a quarter of a century!
guess i will nd time to get use to days w/o her ard.
there will be no one giving me morning call so i wun be late for wrk.
no more fighting of bathroom.
no more random breakfast on weekends from macs.
no more borrowing of clothes/bags.
no one for me to ask whether e way i dress izit weird anot, which bag/shoes more matching, etc.
no one at home for me to ask if i gt pblm or nd help with sch wrk.
no one will ask me to tie ribbon for her anymore.
gosh. im gonna miss her for sure!
thou she will still be living in sg, but we will be staying far apart!
coz her new place will be at e east side! -.-
hopefully she will find time to meet up with us more often. hAHa…

shit. i havent find my heels yet. so busy!!
this week is yet another busy week for me. fully packed.
ltr must go gown fitting with my sis, tues and wed study, thurs got eyebrows trimming, fri will be on leave but have to go mani and pedicure with mom n sis, aft that dunno still nd to go where, sat will be her wedding day and lastly, sunday is my REST day! but i guess still nd to study, just that im able to slp till a lil ltr! ok, at least aft her wedd i have one thing off my load alr. den have to fully focus on my studies.

sigh. was thinking whether can i mk it this sem anot.
is like i hardly gt e time to study plus i find it harder to pay attention in class this sem which i dunno why. haiz..
ok! i shall stop all e negative thoughts. like what i usually said, 既来之，则安之。
received e exam docket alr, venue is at EXPO again! so farrrrrr!
hall ONE again. e furthest away frm e mrt stn. it’s right at e end. -.-
is like everytime end of e yr exams will be at expo.
so sharon, cant go thompson for prata le. it’s too farrr away!! hAHa..
but we can always go any other day! =))

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hello! im here to share my happiness with whoever reading this!!!!
i FINALLY PASSED my f3!! hoho!! im so happy! =))
since i’ve alr passed, i dun mind telling everyone that i retake it TWICE!
yes, hell. so in total, i’ve taken this paper THREE times. =/
this is e first time ever in my life taking 3 times of e same paper. -.-
i dunno how and i dunno why.
even for my humanities i also dun rem taking it so many times
or i dun even bother to retake it since i know i sucks at it.
but then, i dun think my f3 is that bad lahz…i just gotta study harder.
i actually took e exam on monday. i flunk it AGAIN by 3 marks this time rd.
depressed for a moment. felt so stupid lahz. mcq also can flunk it 2 times. =/
really shld slap myself. but i really did study lehz. maybe im too nervous le?
but seriously, i really think CBE is much more difficult as compare to paper-based. they really have alot of fill in e blanks qns. by saying this, i mean they will give u a box to type in ur ans instead of giving u choices to select like a mcq. if it’s mcq, i think it will be much more easier as u can see whether is ur ans one of e options anot. if ur ans is not one of them, u will surely noe that u have calculated wrong somewhere. wherelse for cbe, is just based on ur gut feeling whether u think ur ans is correct anot. hAHa..so i find it kind of more difficult than paper-based bahz.
after cooling down, since i dun want to wait till e nxt sem to tk e paper-based,
i’ve to reg for e CBE again. so i book it on e earliest possible date which it was available, thurs.
this time rd wasnt feeling as nervous as on mon. was actually feeling very norm.
until when e examination time gets nearer then i started to fear a lil.
while i was 3/4 thru e paper, was thinking, shit, i sure flunk it again this time rd.
seems like i gt more qns which i dunno how to do as compare to e prev one.
for e prev one, i exit-ed 5mins earlier.
and this one, i fully utilised e 2hrs. i waited for it to exit itself.
i thot it will prompt me first before exiting, but then it showed e results page straight away followed by a small pop-up box infront blocking me from seeing e scores.
it’s like so fast lahz, i didnt even prepared to see my results yet.
i took few secs to realise i’ve to shift e box in order see e scores. -.-
and so, i passed! it was like phew~! i seriously thot that im not going to make it.

before that, i really did think about like what if i flunk it again?
am i really at e right course anot, 
maybe it doesnt suits me and thus i cant make it?
all kind of thots really came across my mind.
bryan was asking me ytd, am i someone who are able to take stress?
he feels that i cant. i was thinking, maybe really not.
i think i will break down in tears if im really stress.
but i will be fine afterwhich. i just need to let it out that’s all.
being stress, doesnt mean giving up!
at least i know im someone who doesnt give up that easily.
and hence, this is how i passed my f3!!! hoho!
thou i didnt get very high marks or ppl might think it’s just a basic paper, what’s there to be happy abt.
it doesnt matter to me. i dun care. i am STILL very happy!! ^^
at least i know i did study and my hardwork did paid off! lalala~…

have to start on my law n tax next week!! i’ve gt no time left!
im way way way behind. no, or shld i say im alr lost somewhere. hAHa.
and thanks stef for reminding me that i still gt my f5 to clear next sem! =/ hAHa..
halloween night safari ltr! hoho!
finally can enjoy at least for today! hAHa!
guess it’s gonna be fun!

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